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By John Cody
Larry Normans importance to the fledgling Christian rock music scene is hard to underestimate. In the late sixties and early seventies, as the Jesus People movement brought thousands of young people back to the church, Normans music reflected the radical changes taking place.
Pop music had the Beatles, Stones and Dylan; Norman seemed to represent a sanctified version of all three a righteous rocker, to use the title of one of his songs. 1972s Only Visiting This Planet tops lists as the single best Christian album of all time, and songs like I Wish Wed All Been Ready, Why Should The Devil Have All the Good Music and Why Dont You Look Into Jesus captured perfectly the fervent, last-generation mindset that typified the times.
When Norman died in early 2008, the tributes were heartfelt. This paper called him a solid rock in the history of Christian music.
Fallen Angel: The Outlaw Larry Norman offers a radically different view of the man. Its a tragic tale, told by dozens who were there - each offering their own take on a life lived at odds with what was preached. Key participants from every phase of Normans career offer a remarkably consistent story of questionable behavior - including fathering a child he barely acknowledged, and refused to support.
It is, at times, a scathing indictment of a churchs refusal to confront - and an equally powerful testament to the healing power of forgiveness.
If Norman hadnt loudly proclaimed himself a Christian, there wouldnt be a story. It would be nothing. This is no big deal, Angel director David Di Sabatino readily admits. Many entertainers live lives far removed from their public image. But the fact he held himself and others to a higher standard changes everything.
We all know of people that are ten times worse than he was. Thats not the point. The interesting thing is the mystique that he spun about himself. He was desperately trying to create this mythology that suggests that he was living this superstar Christian life, that I dont do anything thats wrong. And he just doesnt admit to anything. When faced with the challenge that this is your son, he doesnt admit it.
Di Sabatino was well qualified to take on this project. He holds degrees from both Eastern Pentecostal Bible College and McMaster Divinity College, and is the author of The Jesus People Movement: An Annotated Bibliography and General Resource (Jester Media); and director of Frisbee: The Life and Times of a Hippie Preacher.
Despite the moral failings, he believes Norman was an effective communicator of Christian story. He understood the gospel message properly. Thats the thing; when he was lucid, and he was on - and he was having a good day, when the nice Larry was out - he was as good as anybody.
Di Sabatino likens Norman to the Old Testament figure Jacob, a broken man who nevertheless managed to move others towards God.
Jacob is a good analogy because heres a guy thats jukin and jivin all over the place, and still is the father of Israel - just like Larry was the father of Contemporary Christian Music. But then [Jacob] turns up in his dying days, saying My days are not as long as those of my ancestors, I have had a hard time of it because of my actions - something like that. And he realizes that these things that hes done - jerking his mother around, jerking his father, jerking his brother around - arent exactly the way to go. I think thats the story here.
By the time Norman joined People - a San Jose sextet who hit the top 40 with a cover of the Zombies I Love You in the summer of 1968 - his propensity for spinning stories was already in effect.
Band members maintain they were never even aware he was a Christian. They were, however, frustrated by a tendency towards secrecy and self-centeredness, and eventually fired him from the group. Norman turned the incident around, claiming he had quit, forgoing surefire commercial success in order to stand up for his faith.
The following year, he recorded his debut solo release, Upon This Rock. Despite claims to the contrary, it was not the first album of Christian rock music. A number of bands were already playing the style, significantly, Agape, who Norman had seen performing in Hollywood the year before.
Around the same time, he took credit for inventing the One Way sign a finger pointed toward heaven and copyrighted the logo before being taken to task by church elders, well aware it was the creation of another member of the same congregation.
Some of Normans more fervent fans simply refuse to accept that their hero had feet of clay. I think for them, truth on first gulp is very difficult. The fact that those who knew him best - musicians, management, record company staff, ex-finances and wives - all tell the same story, hardly seems to matter.
They cant separate the fact that he touched their lives, and yet lied - or did things that were aslant. And were not just saying the normal kind of
everybody has crap in their lives. Its things that make you wonder the stuff that hes doing to his best friends, and the fact that he has a child that he neglects.
Instead, they blame Di Sabatino himself. Some have been particularly hostile. That has been difficult, he admits, to hear total strangers jump in your email box, and theyre swinging from the get-go.
At one point, he questioned whether it was worth the effort, and sought out Christian broadcaster Rich Buehler for advice.
I said; Am I crazy here? I know Im going to get lambasted, and people arent going to like this. Should I even do this?
Buehler was unequivocal and to the point.
He said: David, anything that is going to breathe truth into the Christian church at this time, needs to be done. It doesnt matter what the cost is. Stand up. And that was it, I turned the corner.
Truth never needs to be defended. I know what my heart has done, and why I did this. I didnt lie, and I didnt make any of this stuff up. Its the truth; deal with it. And if we are people of the truth, then we should be the first ones telling these stories, not covering them up.
Fallen Angel is Di Sabatinos second feature. Frisbee: The Life and Death of a Hippie Preacher told the story of Lonnie Frisbee, a Jesus Freak evangelist who brought thousands to faith, all the while struggling with his own personal issues. Both films are powerful testimonies to the notion of God using unlikely characters to grow his kingdom.
I dont get it, Di Sabatino admits. Some of the angriest responses, I was just dumbfounded. I was like; You should be reveling in the fact that God used these guys, and you just cant see it. You think Im the enemy because Im saying it. Yet this resonates with everything that we read in the Bible. How can you be so angry about this?
Now, Im realizing that Im doing something totally new here. Which is funny; were supposed to be truth tellers and all that? I find theres more BS in the Christian market than anywhere else. I am so horrified that we are the biggest liars on the block. I havent spent a lot of time in other communities, but I cant imagine - I cant imagine - a more dishonest community. I just dont get it.
Its an all-too familiar story; covering up questionable behavior inside the church to keep up appearances. The Faustian deal that Christians make is a bad one. They say; As long as people are hearing about the Lord, we dont care what the guy does. And thats a horrible deal. Its going to reap havoc every time.
Were selling this malarkey to the world that says were different, and were putting ourselves in a Catch-22 situation, where we say if you just come to Jesus, everything is okay, and your life changes.
It makes for a shallow, simplistic gospel. Its just nonsense, but its what the people want to hear. They want to hear: Its so wonderful, and if you just listen to this, it will change your life. But its just not true. Its not true. Yes, it changes your life, but Welcome To the Jungle. Thats when we should play that song. Its tough. This is a tough thing to do, and youre going to fall. Youre going to go back like a dog to its vomit. And youre going to struggle, and youre going to do all those things. But we dont say that. We say its all smooth sailing. So when somebody falls...
Di Sabatinos disdain for sound bite theology is clear and unabashed. We dont even have our own polemic straight. We dont have a complexified understanding of the faith. We have these little crib notes. And it just doesnt work. You cannot package it like that. It just wont work.
And thats why I like telling these stories; because - in spite of that - God still works through this guy. Even if he only gave God 10% of his heart - the other 90% is a damn shame - but that 10% does some wonderful things.
In many respects, Angel is surprisingly generous towards its subject. At the Cinequest Film Festival [San Jose], some of the people that had surrounded Larry for the last 15, 20 years of his life came up to me, and apologized. After they saw the film, they said We thought this was going to be an expose where you just lambasted him. And I didnt do that. I could have easily done that - it would have been very, very easy. And there were a lot of voices in my ear that were asking me to do it. But I respected Larry Norman enough, that I believe that at some point he was sincere. And that he lost his way. Something happened, and he lost grip on his first principles, as Randy Stonehill says in the film.
Normans promiscuity, for instance, was never part of the films mandate. I dont care if he wanted to nail everything that moved. That doesnt matter to me. If thats the way you want to live your life, go and live your life that way. Because he was never saying that you shouldnt do that. I never heard Larry talk about being sexually monogamous, so Ive got no problem with that. But when you have a kid that you never take care of, thats way out of line. Thats a problem.
But there was never any desire or thought on my part, that; Weve got to fix Larrys wagon. His wagon was fixed by his own actions. I knew that from day one. You cant live your life like that and not have repercussions. And you feel extremely sorry. I came away finally having my Aha! moment, going Okay, I get it; I get why hes doing this, and how sad. Because its out of tremendous hurt and pain that hes lashing out at other people. I cant even imagine what happened to him, to make him like this. And it made me feel sorry for him. And ultimately, at the end of the day, its not this larger-than-life character. its this short little Gollum-like man who comes away. And youre left thinking of what could have been, if hed only have dealt with this stuff.
At times, Norman's self-mythologizing bordered on the incredulous. Ironically, one of the most outrageous claims - that he inspired Pete Townsend to write Tommy after the latter heard People perform 'The Epic' - may actually contain some truth. 'There's shards of that that are might be true. One of the guys in People, [bassist] Robbie Levin - who didn't like Larry - says he operated a lodge, and Townsend came to stay once, and he asked him point blank, and Townsend corroborated that it was true.' [Note: in the original version of this piece, 'Epic' co-composer Denny Fridkin was cited rather than Levin. Levin is the correct source. Fridkin - who remained friends with Larry - simply related Levin's story to Di Sabatino].
Thats the problem with Larry. Its hard to figure out when he was actually telling the truth, and when he was spinning a story. Hes given you ample opportunity to not believe anything that came out of his mouth, but there were times when he did tell the truth. So on the occasion that he does, youre sitting around going Yeah, right. But some of its true. He did have moderate success. There was some talent there. The problem was he tried to magnify it all by himself, and blow it up all by himself.
Viewing Angel can be a sobering experience for those that bought into Normans self-aggrandizing.
There will be a handful that will always see a conspiracy behind this, and thats fine. But I think that once people see the movie, they will let it resonate, as hard as it is. Somebody wrote me with a quote from one of the presidents; The truth will set you free, but first it makes you miserable. And I think thats true in this case.
I had a guy who was a huge Larry Norman fan, who wrote me and said I hope the movie isnt about just you bashing Larry
After watching the film, he wrote again; And he just couldnt get it. He wasnt necessarily mad at me, he was like, How could Larry have done these things? And then I got a letter from his wife, who watched the movie with him, and she said Thank you so much, because he has gone on for years about how wonderful this guy was. And I knew deep down that there was something wrong with him. And your movie really hurt him, and it really has shaken him, but its put him in a better place.
Thats the point in making these films, he argues. Because, if our faith is dependent on these guys being larger than life, then its good that somebody pulls the rug out from under them, so they can re-evaluate their faith and put it back together again, the right way.
Di Sabatino started as a fan himself; Normans music provided the soundtrack to his early Christian journey. It hit me young; I was 14. I was a kid, and searching for a voice that resonated with my counter-cultural take on things, knowing that the church quite wasnt telling me the truth. And it was huge in my life at that time, and rightly so. Because those songs, for the first five or six years of my Christian faith - when I started taking it seriously - that was what it was about. It was about those songs resonating through my brain.
Eventually, the music lost its attraction. I havent been able to listen to his stuff in the same way for a long time. I had my moment in 1990 when I got rid of all my collection. By then there were just too many discrepancies to ignore. He ruined it, and I realized. I had a pretty good collection; I sold it for a years worth of Seminary, so it was a good deal; I did good there.
It was only in 2000, that I came back to him. I remember listening to Street Level, and just weeping, because it had been so powerful in my life, but this guy had become so bizarre. And I was always saddened by that, because he started out to be something so larger than life. What in the world happened? The songs were great.
For an audience eager to hear the gospel message combined with rock sensibilities, the songs were made to order.
Larry was an assimilator. He was good at looking at the culture and saying What is it that they want? They need a song an apologetic for Christian rock music. Okay: Why Should the Devil Have All the Good Music. It was a line on the back of a Randy Matthews album. He lifts the line - which is fine - theres nothing wrong with that. Im sure that he took a line from here and a line from there. Like all music. He was astute on the rock n roll world that borrows. The Rolling Stones and Chess Records, Ramblin Jack Elliot and Bob Dylan
Larry did the same thing. But he put it together in a way that was amazing, and he had a lot of songs coming out of him.
In the early 1970s, Norman set up Street Level Booking Agency and Solid Rock Records. The stable of acts including Randy Stonehill, Mark Heard, Steve Scott, Tom Howard and the band Daniel Amos - was unequalled on the Christian music scene. With the exception of Heard (who passed away in 1993), all are interviewed for the film, each recounting stories of betrayal, dysfunction and missed opportunities.
In the case of Daniel Amos, Norman delayed the groups breakthrough, Horrendous Disc, for almost three years, only releasing it after they had left the label. Di Sabatino believes it was shelved for one simple reason Larry saw them as a threat.
I think that Larry brought Daniel Amos close, just because they were one of the most popular bands at the time. He brought them in just to derail their careers. Of course, Larry would point to all these things, about how he was trying to help them and all of that; B S; I think Larry Norman was into Larry Norman, and any band that was going to derail him, or take away from his light, was a threat.
One of the first hard rock bands on the Christian circuit, JC Power Outlet had already released two LPs when they signed with Solid Rock. Why does he change their name? They were one of the big bands at the time. They were a tracking band, they were good. He brings them close, and he changes their name to Pantano-Salsbury. From JC Power Outlet! So he can say, Well, I was trying to help them. And their record didnt sell.
Theres stuff going on there that doesnt make sense until you hear the whole story. And then you go; Oh my God; he was not only sabotaging everybody elses career, he was sabotaging his own career.
Its one thing to see others as a threat - but why destroy his own career? Thats the million dollar question. I dont know. I talked with Philip Mangano, who was his manager. Hes a player. Hes a very bright man, and hes interesting. Philip is a bright guy - this is a bright man.
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Mangano was like [U2 manager] Paul McGuinnis; he was looking towards creating something like that. He was sending these people out, making money for them, doing what he was supposed to do, with the hopes that eventually, they were going to get to a place where they could then in turn kind of become this larger-than-life company. The problem was, you had Larry, who was actively mucking things up.
Philip had three book deals for Larry. There was going to be a biography that Word Records was going to publish, a book of photos taken by Larry, and a picture book of pictures of Larry. All of these things were going to come out at the same time. Larry said no to it all. Larry said no. And Mangano is standing there, going; I had all this stuff
Given the level of talent, the Solid Rock roster was cable of far more than was ever realized. They were good. Lets be honest; they could have been doing what U2 did. He was an influence on those guys early on. U2 definitely had their radar up - they knew about Larry.
A crucial distinction being that U2 modeled a far more transparent image, showing their fallible, human side all along. Thats the difference. Solid Rock was a wonderful idea. It was a great idea of guys coming together. The problem being that the centre didnt hold, because you had a wonky guy at the center. He just couldnt get around and realize that it wasnt just about him. He couldnt get outside of himself. And thats the tragedy of it all.
Mangano and other staff admit to protecting Larrys public image spinning stories themselves - in a vain attempt to keep the labels ideals alive.
Things finally fell apart in 1979, after it was discovered Larry was cheating on his wife and having an affair with Randys wife. An intervention was instigated by the Solid Rock staff and artists. That meeting was very important. In the aftermath, he spins out. You have to understand, in Larrys head, hes got a whole different world going on. Hes so upset that these people that hes created, given opportunity to, helped establish - that owe their careers to him - now question him. And he doesnt want any part of that. Its like You should be thanking me perpetually. I can do whatever I want.
Di Sabatino thinks Norman truly believed his own claims. Theres part of his psyche; that whatever he said, he believed. He buys it himself. So if its a story that he tells that isnt true, or is a half truth, somewhere along the line - ten minutes, an hour, a week, a year - it starts to become the gospel according to Larry Norman. If you question him, hed look at you like, What are you talking about? Hes writing his own history, but he really believes it as hes telling it.
Randy says it best; you could see in his life that he had this stuff [issues], that he was capable of this stuff, yet he was somehow holding it back. It was bubbling under the surface, but he was keeping it under wraps. And then, when those people turn on him - in his mind - and ask him questions and ask him to account for his behavior, thats it. The lid is off. Forever more, hes constantly caught up in this spin mode, where he has to explain, has to explain, has to explain. To the point of ad nauseum, just, Larry, let it go. And part of that was his upbringing, and part of that was his need to be heard.
A decade later, Norman continued the spin. In a 1989 CCM Magazine interview, he claimed to have stopped his label mates from releasing albums because all of the artists were leaving their wives. The magazine issued an apology after a barrage of complaints.
Di Sabatino laughs. With Larry - to unravel Larrryspeak - you have to turn everything around, because hed turned everything inside out and backwards, and made it about him. He was having marital problems. I dont know that they were all having marital problems. But he was certainly not the high priest of this place, yet thats how he acted. Like he was the spiritual father figure, when in reality, he was the worst of the lot.
As every act left Solid Rock in many cases going on to far greater success - Larrys own releases suffered a decided drop in quality. In 1980, it just stops. He had a ten year prolific period where hes just writing songs left right and centre - and good songs. And then, nothing. After 1980, hes nothing. Hes just doing crap out of his garage. Hes not doing anything of merit.
It only got worse. By the time you get to the late 80s, early 90s, Di Sabatino laments, Larry becomes a cartoon character. Rather than create new music, he began to re-record the songs that had made him famous. It became more important for him to spin his story.
The relationship between Norman and Stonehill is particularly fascinating. Early on, Larry took Randy under his wing, ostensibly protecting him from the shadier side of the music industry and subsequently took his song publishing.
You have to understand Randy; hes a nice guy, but he doesnt want to confront. I think in the beginning, their relationship was mutually beneficial, but at a certain point, it turned. And Randy didnt have the capabilities to turn around and say I want what I want.
When Norman issued Stonehills Solid Rock albums on CD, the revised liner notes crediting himself for photos, concepts, arrangements, even songs - implied Randy was little more than a bystander at his own recording sessions.
He was always trying to tweak Randy with stuff like that. And Randy - to his credit - just let it go. In my understanding, Randy is a little bit too passive in regards to this. He should have fought Larry; he had every right to do it, and he would have won.
Describing him as a hollow man, who simply didnt understand intimacy, nor possess the capacity to be a friend, Stonehill claims its still hard to talk about Larry, 25 years after their falling out; How could he have let it go down that road?...Here was a guy who led me to the gates of Heaven
He questions a highly publicized on-stage reunion between the two in 2001, speculating whether it was simply a ploy to garner publicity for Normans by then waning career.
The most heart-wrenching sequences in Fallen Angel deal with a son born out of wedlock. Di Sabatino claims Daniel Robinson is Larrys child with Jennifer Wallace, a concert promoter and back-up singer who travelled on an Australian tour in the late 1980s.
Initially, Larry appeared overjoyed at the prospect of being a father. He kissed her belly on his way out of Australia, and with tears in his eyes, said Ill see you for when the kid comes.
Once the baby arrived, it was a different story. She didnt see him for another five years. And he took $27,000 from her; money from a tour that she was then supposed to pay bills with. I think she was a little bit naïve towards Larry and what he would do, and got taken advantage of. But on top of that, he left her with a kid.
The babys precarious health made a bad situation worse. Daniel was born with medical problems, and Jennifer was desperately trying to get ahold of Larry, because her doctors needed to know about him, they needed to know blood type, medical history, stuff like that. Larry wouldnt return her calls.
As the film commenced production, Di Sabatino was aware of the story, and that the boy lived in Australia, but had little more to go on. It appeared to be a dead end, until, during an Australian tour, Randy Stonehill was approached by Daniel himself.
The kid came up to Randy and started talking to him. I got this postcard the next week, Di Sabatino recalls, they said We found the kid, and guess what? He knew your name, and he knew that you were doing the documentary, and he wants to be in it. We didnt know where he was, but he came and found us, because he had heard about this documentary.
Describing their initial meeting, Stonehill breaks into tears, astonished that Norman could have abandoned both mother and child.
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Photos of Larry kissing Jennifers pregnant belly, Larry and Daniel together - including a trip to Disneyland - as well as letters between the two illustrate the tenuous relationship between father and son.
Daniel was on hand when Fallen Angel was featured at the Cinequest Film Festival. A bunch of people who knew Larry came with questions. After meeting Daniel, and after spending time with him - and of course I didnt have this perspective, because I never spent a lot of time with Larry they were saying My God, thats his son; he looks like him, he acts like him, hes just got so many characteristics of his. And this story just fits.
Theres emails. Theres also the fact that when Daniel came to visit, he admitted it to one of the guys in People. Larry said: Lets go visit my son. But the Norman family, of course, says You dont have concrete proof. They live in a fairyland.
To date, the Norman family has refused to allow a DNA test that would confirm Daniel is Larrys son.
The irony is, if you go on their site, theyre still taking money for all the kids that Larry sponsored. To do that in the face of this kid that has come forth, which nobody argues now that hes Larrys son.
To me, Ill never get over that one. How do you do that? How do you get up night after night after night? Look; rock stars having kids out of wedlock, thats no big deal. But youre spreading this stuff on stage to these people, knowing full well. Thats amazing to me.
In the film, Robinson forgives his father, and wishes for Gods blessings on each of them.
Some have question Normans mental health, positing that he was a sociopath. Im not qualified to say that, admits Di Sabatino, Im not qualified to give that diagnosis. It certainly fits the profile. I think something happened to him when he was very young, something horribly tragic.
Thats one of the things that he shared with Lonnie. [Frisbee was sexually abused as a child]; that something tragic kind of shaped them, and not for the better. I think he had a hard time trusting people, so if anybody got too close, Norman would destroy the relationship. It was a survival technique, it was like; this person is going to hurt me. So he triggered off that.
Di Sabatino refuses to accept mental illness as an overriding excuse. People will say, He couldnt help it. But I dont buy it. Personal responsibility has to clearly be upon the person. This guy was too brilliant. He was too calculating, and he was too in the moment to not know exactly what he was doing.
A more charitable diagnosis would be bi-polar disorder. He claimed to be. Mental illness ran in his family. When they first got married, he told [first wife] Pamela that everybody in his family ended up in asylums, but not him, because he had Jesus.
Such thinking was typical of the era. The 1960s; theres a naiveté to that time. But I think there was some of that. In my own parsing - and Im not the adjudicator here for Larrys life - but anything that takes away from personal responsibility, I just dont buy in this instance. But that might have been true, all of those things might have been true. Daniel has some bi-polar tendencies, but I think hes a little more aware and on top of them. But he suffers from that stuff.
Normans failure to deliver on the promise of his early work is a mystery no one quite understands. Ive asked these people, and they dont know. He had the meltdown in 1980, and I dont know if that affected him, or it happened before and he knew that he was losing his touch.
Chris Willman from Entertainment Weekly had a great analogy; its like Orson Welles. He had these flashes of brilliance. You can put on Only Visiting This Planet today, and its still fresh and relevant. It moves people because its so well put together. But twenty, thirty years down the road, youre left thinking there must have been something else besides. All the excuses about why hes not making something along the lines of Citizen Kane - or why Larrys not doing something close to Only Visiting This Planet - something else is going on.
For the last seventeen years of his life, Norman claimed to be beleaguered by ongoing, heart-related medical emergencies and desperately in need of funds for surgery.
A fiancé from the time tells of becoming more and more uncomfortable with the notion that he was simply putting on an act. This woman was a part of his life, [and] thats what she came to realize; that he was defrauding these people.
Di Sabatino witnessed a 1992 show where a visibly frail Norman spoke of his need for expensive medical care, without which he would surely die. An audience member offered a spontaneous prayer for money, and a bucket was passed. In the second half, hes doing leg kicks! Wheres the guy that was dying? And hes doing this night after night after night. And you go What in the world is going on here? Am I being conned? And how am I the only one thats being bothered by this? Im sitting in the audience, and its not bothering anybody. You know, Good old Larry. What?!
At the time, it was more of a gut feeling. I didnt know the extent of this stuff. I had no idea what I was unraveling when I started this. People tried to tell me, of course, but you cant really understand it until you go down that rabbit hole. And as I started to unravel this, it just got worse and worse and worse, and I realized, this is a fraud, this is a sham. Whats he doing?
The original edit of Frisbee had used Normans music, and received a hearty endorsement from the composer. You know, he was into it. He thought that it was a good movie, and said he wanted to help. Naively, I thought he was being genuine.
They discussed putting together a CD soundtrack of the film. Then he releases the soundtrack - which we were talking about doing together - and just goes ahead and does what he wants. When I objected to it, he started with the stories. He set me up like he set up everyone else, and I found that this was a pattern in his life; he brought people close, got them in a position where they needed him, and then he sunk his talons in em, and he turned the knife, over and over again.
At the 11th hour, Norman pulled his music from the Frisbee film, necessitating an entirely new soundtrack.
I had already planned to do this film on him, and I had talked to him prior to that. But then my curiosity got to me, and I needed to do it.
But I counted the cost; I knew that taking on somebody like this was going to be like going
down into Hades and wrestling with the powers that be. I mean, this guy was good at what he did. And so you knew that your reputation was going to be questioned I had watched him do it to other people through the years. I knew that would come back my way, and it did. Thats when he started with the story of how I was doing it as a vendetta, and stuff like that.
Once the film was completed, an attempt was made to block public showings. We had to stop because of a challenge on copyright issues. The Norman family threatened to sue, claiming 84 copyright violations in the movie. We were using Larrys music, and we asked to court go give us clearance on those materials using a law called fair use. That challenge is over now. Its been cleared, so were good to go again.
In many ways, Fallen Angel is simply following Larrys own example. In the preface to the second edition of The Jesus People Movement (2004), Di Sabatino wrote:
Normans willingness to engage uncomfortable truths within his songs brought a much needed challenge to the status quo
where so many pandered to what the audience wished to hear or the more tried and true means of expression, Larry Norman defied social convention and allowed the Spirit to flow through and create a legacy that will outlast his lifetime. In an age where too many voices are grumbling and arguing what is wrong with this and that, Larry Norman taught me that ones greatest protest is laid down in an act of creation.
Outside of the small but vocal minority, support has overwhelming positive. Especially from those who lived the story. Di Sabatino has become friends with the Solid Rock family. Ive been invited to hang out with these guys that were my heroes. They welcome me as one of their own. They had a wake in Nashville for Larry, because none of these guys wanted to go to his funeral, and I was two feet away from Tom Howard and Randy Stonehill as they played Pardon Me. Im telling you, for a guy that grew up listening to these guys music, Im like, What am I doing here, and there I was, and they were all gathered there to watch the movie.
In the end, everyone has forgiven Norman. The fact he really did hurt these people deeply and never admitted, nor asked to be forgiven - makes their collective action all the more remarkable. And you feel sorry for him. See, thats the thing, Di Sabatino argues. They still forgave him, and thats a good thing. Peoples lives were positively impacted. And the music resonates - the music goes on.
A DVD of Fallen Angel is available for purchase through the films official site.
www.larrynorman.net
July 2009
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According to the Patano-Salsbury bio on One-way.org, their old band was disbanded before they signed to Solid Rock. Larry did not change their name. They were originally called “RON SALSBURY AND JC POWER OUTLET” and you can read that on any scan of their album covers. When I saw the Pantano-Salsbury album reviewed in Cornerstone magazine, I recognized the name & immediately knew who it was. C-stone mischaracterized the music as “Christian Disco’ (it wasn’t,) and Campus Life mag gave an equally tepid review, so blame P/S for not having enough good material.
“The album didn’t sell?” Give me a break. NONE of these releases were going to be in the Michael Jackson multi-platinum stratosphere so they all were a “flop” by any objective standards. Pantano-Salsbury’s 1977 release “Hit the Switch” was less of the driving guitar rock of the JCPO days, more Jazzy/progressive like Steely Dan. A very good reason for the name change. Another band doing a similar style blew P/S away on their 1st 2 releases: DeGarmo & Key.
I don’t think CCM ever actually apologized for printing an opinion by Larry when it was an opinion, after all. I remember it more that they received calls from a lot of the people involved, understandably angry at what he had said, but they chose not to take sides.
Taking over someone else’s publishing rights is common. The Beatles never owned their own songs. I own a copy of the CD Release of Paradise and to me the characterization of Larry being very in charge of those sessions comes from statements in the liner noted penned by Randy himself.
Sorry, but too much of this is way too subjective to be taken seriously.
One other issue needs to be addressed: Form the article: ““By the time you get to the late 80s, early 90s… Larry…Rather than create new music, he began to re-record the songs that had made him famous.” In fact in 1993 I saw him when Stranded In Babylon was new and he released (at least) 3 more albums of new material and a couple of albums of covers of other artist’s songs or Christmas music. I never saw hardly any attempt at re-recording his own music, (other than live albums) unless some of those compilations that I never heard had new versions of old songs on them, but I assumed that wasn’t the case. In any event, this is just one more instance where I’ve noticed you have a tendency to spin things a certain way yourself.
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Are we wrong to discuss truth? Of course, no one wants all the skeletons in our closet to be displayed for the world to see- that's the beauty of Jesus... he cleans out the closet. But if we are in unrepentant sin, it is our brothers and sisters in Christ responsibility to call us to account- ESPECIALLY if we are harming others.
I don't see the gospel flourishing due to those who sweep the untidy history of Christian sin under the carpet... I do see it flourish when we can be transparent about our shortcomings before each other so that no one is surprised when we fall, therefore showing that it is Jesus who makes sinners right before God, and not our impressive roster of "sin-avoidance" and legalistic rule-following that twists God's arm into judging us acceptable.
I merely see Di Sabatino's work as a service to us all to shake the false infrastructure of celebrity to the ground, so that we might not lift any others up to lofty heights that no one deserves.
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Anyway, I really enjoyed this article. In a way, it brought into focus my own ambivalence about Larry. In fact, it's probably the most balanced thing I've read about him. Well done!
Having said that, I still hate the thought of sitting down and watching the movie. The trailer is ridiculously sensationalist. And I already know a lot of the bad stuff and don't particularly want to sit through a bunch of people grinding their axes, no matter how justified they are.
Like a lot of people, I was also an increasingly bemused onlooker as Larry (or, more precisely, the public image of Larry - I didn't know the real man) gradually became a slightly pitiable self-mythologizing cartoon.
Although it seemed to me that a lot of it was just the way the people around him chose to keep eking out his diminishing output. It seemed that the less music he created, the faster the CDs came out. So it became a trickier and trickier marketing exercise. I guess people gotta live.
Larry had an absolutely enormous burden of expectation on his shoulders, in fact he really was in a similar situation to Elvis, Lennon or Michael Jackson. No matter where you go you meet a lot of people who are massive fans of his, even obsessed. I am guilty of the same thing myself - I held him up the same way as people would someone like John Lennon, except with the added, complicating layer of "the Christian thing". I'm the kind of guy who doesn't "go up" to my idols and harass them, but I witnessed people do it all the time on the few occasions I was around Larry.
For that reason I've always found it easy to forgive his behaviour. He couldn't have led a normal life because no matter where he went there were people wanting a part of him. That kind of adulation is difficult for anyone to cope with, as history attests.
Add to that the slings and arrows that he received from the Christian establishment - it's easy to forget just how conservative the church was back in the 60s and 70s, and how utterly outrageous Larry would have seemed. He would have had to suffer criticism and adulation in equal amounts.
Then there's the burden of having to follow up the incredible string of albums that he put out in the early 70s. Unlike the Beatles, he couldnt just "break up". He would have felt the pressure to keep coming up with brilliant songs and yet the output became slimmer and slimmer. There were still some beauties over the years (eg Goodbye Farewell), but he was never going to be such a major force again.
And on top of it all, he possibly did have some mental problems, and then there was the reported head injury in the airplane incident, which I presume is true.
And that's not to mention his physical health issues. We can make fun of him passing round the hat and then doing high kicks in the second half, and I used to groan a little every time he'd play up the ill-health thing, but, you know, he did actually become visibly frail and then die young, so I think he could justifiably have quoted Spike Milligan and put on his gravestone, "I told you I was ill!"
None of that excuses whatever lying and cheating might have taken place, but it might help explain it in part.
So, bottom line, I can still enjoy his music and his message. What Mr. Di Sabatino said about Jacob is true. And the Bible is absolutely full of flawed characters that God used. I don't let the whole Bathsheba thing put me off the Psalms, either.
Denny Fridkin did not dislike Larry Norman. Denny left his home and job and moved house to look after Larry Norman whenhe saw how bad Larry Norman's health was at the time of the partial People reunion in 2006. David will never mention this fact in any interview or in any edit of his film because it does not fit with his claims that Larry Norman was defrauding fans by exaggerating his health problems while asking fans for donations to pay his medical bills. Speaking of which, all David offers as evidence for this fraud in his film is 1 anecdote from an ex-fiance following 1 concert in 1994 and this is supposed to back up David's claims that for 30 years Larry lied to everyone about having a brain injury and heart problems.
The whole Solid Rock family have not embraced David Di Sabatino. Half of Daniel Amos did not give interviews for Fallen Angel, Mark Heard is obviously deceased, Janet Heard was not featured in the film, Pantano Salsbury were not featured in the film, Steve Scott is featured in the film but very deliberately did not want to say anything about any negative sides to being involved with Larry and Solid Rock and has said in an interview with Gord Wilson that Larry Norman has not received enough credit for helping to launch other artists careers- something you will never hear David Di Sabatino quote because it doesn't fit his sublimely bizarre hypothesis that Larry only signed Randy Stonehill, Tom Howard, Daniel Amos, Panatno Salsbury, Mark Heard, Salvation Air Force and others so he could stop their LPs coming out and ruin their careers. Donnie Gossett has published a lengthy critique of David's "Fallen Angel" film from the point of view of someone who was on Solid Rock Records in the 70s (and like Steve Scott never got their album released). Anyone wanting to check this out then please go to the Cross Rhythms website and search for the Denny Fridkin interview with Tony Cummings where Denny speaks warmly about his present (at the time) friendship with Larry and reminices about his time in People. Cross Rhythms also have an interview with Tom Howard from last November where despite having taken part in the "Fallen Angel" film with David and knowing all the allegations contained in the film Tom alludes to some negative sides towards the end of Solid Rock but says he doesn't want to talk about those and was happy to speak warmly about meeting Larry, signing with Solid Rock and recording View From The Bridge. Most Solid Rock artists left tributes to Larry on the UK Larry Norman website after Larry died last year.
Another inaccuracy is David saying Larry's career was finished by the late 80s and early 90s by which point he was reduced to re-recording his old songs in his own garage. Someone whowas recording albums in their own garage inthe late 80s and early 90s was Bob Dylan and he still seems to be doing OK for himself having recorded part of both Travelling Wilbury'salbumsin his own garage and the Good As I Been To You album there too. If David hadn't stopped listening to Larry around 1990 he might have spotted that the late 80s and early 90s see the quality of Larry's songwriting and released albums improve dramatically after 5 or 6 years of disasterously bad releases from 1981 onwards (Roll Away The Stone, Barking At The Ants, Letter of the Law, Labor of Love, Down Under(But Not Out),Rehearsal 4 Reality and Back To America are nowhere near the quality of songwriting or production we expected from Larry in the 70s). In 1988 we get the first decent compilation album in the shape of White Blossoms From Black Roots. In 1988 we get a limited edition release called The best of The Second Trilogy- all studio recordings of songs said to be coming out on Home At Last (1989 - patchy), Stranded In Babylon (released in 1991 but with no Best of 2nd Trilogy songs present!) and Behind the Curtain - an album which was never released). So far in these 1988 and 1989 releases none of the songs were recorded in Larry's garage. In 1991 Larry recorded Stranded in Babylon in Sharon Studios in Saronsdal, Norway containing 13 new studio recordings ofsongs which had never been released anywhere else before. 1994 saw "A Moment In Time" released a collection of 10 new rough mix recordings done in 1993 in Sun Studios in Memphis. Copper Wires from 1998 featured 15 songs from Larry's birthday party events in 1997 and 1998 on the internet recorded in his home studio and mixed and mastered at Wavelength Studios in Salem. Shouting In The Storm was recorded on mainstage at the Flevo Totaal Festival in Netherlands and had additional recording and mixing at Hulst Studios in Zwolle and was matered at Wisselwoord Studios, Hilversum where 1998's studio rehearsals album "Breathe In,Breathe Out" was also recorded. Parts of Tourniquet (2001) were recorded in a studio in Norway in 2000. I may be coming across as pedantic but my reason for posting in detail on a few points is to show that for the most part when david opens his mouth and talks with seeming authority about Larry's life and music its factually inaccurate hot air and not actually very well researched.
Most of the people who are interviewed in David's film actually only represent a few specific years from the last 40 years of Larry's life. Denny and Rob from People the band Larry was in from 1966-68. Randy Stonehill, Tom Howard, The Daniel Amos guys, Philip Manguano & Holly, Steve Scott worked with Larry at Solid Rock at most from 1974-81.
Then you have a few people who didn't work with Larry but had interviewed him for CCM Magazine,one ex-wife (1971-80), one ex-fiance from the 90s and er that's it. A lot of people who worked with Larry from the 70s, 80s, 90's and 00s refused to speak to David.
If people watch David's film and seewhat bits David includes from his interviews with the likesof Denny Fridkin, Tom Howard, Steve Scott and compare that with what they are on record as saying about Larry elsewhere you'll notice he only includes stuff that fits with his own theories and that he homes in on the negative aspects people had. You learn almost nothing about Larry's time inPeople from Denny and Rob because all that gets included is the bits David wants to paint - the other members didn't know of Larry's faith and disagree about whether the debut album was always going to be called I Love You or not.The main thing David wants to get across about Larry's time in People is that it is the start of a pattern of Larry spinning his own version of recording sessions and relationships withother artists and record companies. I'm sure the average fan would have liked more info on what it was like being in the band and working with Larry and about their live dates, unrecorded songs, the making of their album with Larry etc but that's alloutside the remit of David's crusade to bring Larry down.
Elsewhere in his film David speculates Larry was abused and had mental problems but as usual its all vague stuff with no supporting evidence to back up the claims in what is supposed to be a documentary... and that's the default position of the film. Make lots of claims about Larry in 90 minutes and avoid givingany figures or documentation which actually shows that Larry ripped off Randy Stonehill financially, or shows that larry defruaded fans with untrue cliams about his health and so on.
This article is a really bad reflection on Canadian Christianity that something as badly researched as this can be published unchecked with complete disregard for the facts, and worse still made to look like it is an authorative carefully investigated account of Larry Norman's life and music. I'm sure David will blame the reporter for misquoting him (anyone remember all the inaccuaracies in the OC Weekly interview and similar in Phoenix Preacher?)
Since your magazine seems to be of the view that Larry Norman was a liar and it is hard to establish the truth based on anything the man said I have included lots of interview quotes from people David names in his interview as sources for his film and people who he claims share his view of Larry Norman. In most cases I think you'll find that when these sources are left to speak in their own words for more than a few sentences which back up a zany Sabatino claim they paint a very different picture from David Di Sabatino's portrait of Larry as a madman, liar, serial fornicator and fraudster. So here's what ex-People members and ex-Solid Rock Records artists actually say about Larry rather than what David Di Sabatino says they say... please notice there are glaring differences!!!
I have copied and pasted some of the interview with Denny Fridkin from Cross Rhythms website first published in August 2007.
In your interview with David, Denny is described as a member of People who disliked Larry.
In the Cross Rhythms interview here's Denny on meeting Larry for the first time:
"But once more Denny's chance of the music big time was scuppered by his mother. Reluctantly Denny went off to San Jose State. And there in San Jose he was to have his fateful meeting with Larry Norman. Recalled Denny, "I had actually decided not to be involved with music and knuckle down with my studies. But after a few days I started missing playing. I was already taking 15 or 16 units and I decided to add on or get into the jazz band. So, at least I could play a bit. So I asked my Mum if she would send my drums up on a Greyhound bus. So I'm on my way to pick up my drums at the bus station and I get there and they're not there yet. So I walk into this electronics store, not looking for anything in particular, just wasting some time, then I get this tap on the shoulder."
The man doing the tapping was a long haired singer/guitarist called Larry Norman. Denny recalled, "I just remember being so taken by his physical presence and his aura, you know, with that long blonde hair and his loving demeanour. I was a bit stunned but I think he just said, 'Do you play drums?' I said, 'As a matter of fact I do. I was just on my way to get my drums at the Greyhound bus station.' So then Larry asked, 'You want to be in my band?' I was living in a boarding house at the time, going to school. For the audition the guitar player and bass player came over and I set up my drums downstairs in this tiny little lobby. We probably had planned on doing more but I actually played only one song and sang 'Born in Chicago' by the Paul Butterfield Blues Band. And they said, 'OK, you're in.' And two weeks later we're opening for the Dave Clark Five."
In your interview with David he claims the band fired Larry because he was difficult to work with. In the Cross Rhythms interview with Denny here is his memory of why Larry left the band. Once again it differs from how David tells the story in your interview:
"By the time the 'I Love You' album was released and the band undertook its first major tour of the USA in the summer of 1968 Larry Norman had left People!. I asked Denny why Larry left. "I'm sure you've got many interpretations and you have gotten or will get from the horse's mouth. As I perceived it at the time the whole band had gotten interested in Scientology, sort of culty thing. . . I was into that Ron L Hubbard stuff for a short time, a couple of years. Albert the keyboard player was the first one to get exposed to it and he came to rehearsal one day and was just all excited about it. But Larry was just not at all interested in it of course. The band was not into drugs and maybe we have Scientology to thank for that. We were minor marijuana users, nobody was a drinker or anything. So it was an unusual band in that respect and when we were on tour there was a lot of that [around] and we just kind of stayed pretty much clear of it."
I asked Denny whether Larry's strong Christian faith caused tensions in People!. "Not outwardly at first. But we were playing in Monterey, California with a makeshift stage and during the dragon killing, during the epic where he would use a microphone stand and mimic killing a dragon... The stage had separated from Larry and he fell and damaged his finger. In fact a piece of bone flew off his finger and blood was spurting out all over the place. He finished the song with his finger a bleeding mess. Shortly after that is when he announced that he was leaving the band. My understanding is God told him that he was to be doing something else. Larry said, 'I don't know what that is but I'm following the Lord.'" ... so Larry left of his own choice then to follow God's leading (as larry has always said) and not because he was fired by the band as David claims.
In the Cross Rhythms interview Denny also speaks about how he moved in with Larry in 2006 to look after Larry because he realised Larry's health was so bad he couldn't look after himself. In your interview with David all that gets said about Larry's health is that he exaggerated how ill he was so he could defraud his fans by play acting during concerts to appear more ill than he actually was so he could get more money from sympathetic and naive fans donating money in good faith that he really was seriously ill when he wasn't. Here's Denny again:
"Larry Norman had re-established contact with Denny and Gene Mason and a mini People! concert in Salem, Oregon was arranged. The People! reunion concert in April 2006 with the group's two original lead singers Larry Norman and Gene Mason was a minor marvel, the veterans performing such much loved oldies as "I Love You", the Fridkin-penned "Crying Shoes", Larry's "She's A Dancer" and the still relevant "We Need A Whole Lot More Jesus..." thrilling the audience. Recently a CD recorded made at the concert was released by Larry's Solid Rock Records. Said Denny, "After the concert I was on my way to Seattle. But I couldn't stop thinking that I needed to go back to Larry. I know now the pull was from God but at the time I was thinking Larry needed someone to look after him because he was in such poor health. Larry's son was living in the house with Larry but was getting married in August and would be moving out. I recognised that Larry needed somebody to look after him and a friend his own age. And so I just wanted to offer myself to Larry. I had my one small trailer load of belongings in storage there in Seattle. So he and Mike, his son, were about to take a holiday in Canada for a week and he said well, you're welcome to come stay at my house as long as you want. He didn't even get that I wanted to help him, he turned it round that he wanted to help me. So I caravanned down with him and Mike, followed them down to Salem. He asked me if I wanted to sit in on a Bible study. I said sure and that basically was that. That night I asked Larry for a Bible. I'd never read the Bible to speak of. Larry told me, 'For now, just read the bits in red.'"
In the same interview Denny explains how he and the other lead singer in People came to faith in the aftermath of their reunion concert with Larry in 2006.
Tom Howard is according to your interview with David one of the Solid Rock Records family who has embraced David and finally decided to spill the beans about how bad Larry was behind the scenes. Here's what he is on record as saying in an interview with Mike Rimmer in November 2008 (also for Cross Rhythms website). Mike notes Tom was guarded in what he says about the label's demise:
"As the '80s dawned, Solid Rock started to go through changes and not for the better. The same weekend I interviewed Tom Howard, I also attended a small party where artists and management, Solid Rock workers and friends all gathered together to watch a new documentary film by David Di Sabatino about the life of Larry Norman. The full story of that evening would make an article in itself but it seemed that as friends from those days talked about the events that caused the collapse of Solid Rock, they were still trying to make sense of it. 30 years have passed and still, they are not totally sure what happened.
From his perspective, Tom is guarded but says, "We were headed into a perfect storm from the tail end of the '70s. Larry's marriage was in a lot of trouble. People were splintering off. It turned into a soap opera there in the way that marriages were falling apart*. Why all of that happened is anyone's guess. But there were also business considerations; part of it was the policing that started happening with the parent company and part of it could have been interpreted as the 'shenanigans' that were going on right in the Solid Rock offices. Some of the fissures that started occurring just for me personally was that these guys started showing up that Larry brought in as new artists and they didn't have any particular spiritual, artistic or emotional connection with what Solid Rock was doing. I didn't understand why they were even in the mix. Not that anyone was guarding their turf but it almost felt like, 'What is really going on here?!'"
[comment from Dougie Adam inserted * In Fallen Angel the main angle taken on the demise of the marriage of Larry & Pamela Norman and Randy & Sarah Stonehill is that Larry had an affair with Sarah Stonehill which led to both divorces (in spring to summer 1980?). Larry is portrayed as the bad guy. No mention is made of that fact that by 1981 (one year later) Randy Stonehill had remarried as had Pam Newman... a fairly short space of time for getting divorced, meeting someone new, getting engaged and remarried. David's film doesn't question the motives of Randy or Pamela in any of this - it's ALL Larry's fault, just like the demise of a record label with around 20 musicians and managers is all down to Larry's failings while everyone else was always reasonable and had no major faults!]
Tom is too honourable to name names even 30 years on! "I'm just saying that all of a sudden the Solid Rock we knew and loved was being compromised in a very new business model that was coming in and I don't think anybody really understood what that was all about. Poor Daniel Amos were kind of caught in that morass and their album was put on hold. Daniel Amos and Terry Taylor in particular, came in late in the game but there is a case for instance where they felt like a hand in glove; they felt exactly like they should be there at every level - emotionally, the social, the artistic level. But because all these other ancillary artists were all of a sudden swarming around there and Larry had brought them in, the darkest reading of that is that the more artists he was bringing at that time the more record budgets he could wrestle out of Word. Honestly, I don't know what the whole intention was but it felt like all of a sudden something was being stirred which shouldn't have been; that's just what it felt like."
So how did it end for Tom? "With a whimper!" he laughs. "There was nothing explosive with Larry and I. Other artists had explosive endings, I didn't. Mark Heard was smart enough to run off to Switzerland so nothing happened there. Larry and I stayed in contact somewhat but I made a very smooth shifting of gears realising that although there had been talk for a year or two about a second Tom Howard record, it was not going to happen. I started being much more open to getting more into behind-the-scenes stuff and arranging. Fortunately with contacts that I had and with a certain amount of respect that I had garnered in the industry I could make a pretty painless transition out of Solid Rock, out of that whole thing. I did try an ill-fated production company with Terry Taylor called Rebel Base Productions and I did one record with that. It was a lot of fun to make but it didn't quite have the heart and the soul of the Solid Rock experience. It was more of a solo artist record and it got some good press but it didn't do anything."
So far this all sounds very different from David's quotes about Larry deciding he was going to deliberately try and ruin everyone's career including his own recording career!
Here's Tom speaking positively about his time with Larry and the other Solid Rock artists:
"In those days, the Christian music industry was in its infancy in the USA. There was a scene in California, in Los Angeles with Solid Rock and down the road in Orange County with music emerging from Maranatha. It hadn't yet moved to Nashville. Solid Rock's parent company, Word, was still based in Waco, Texas. Did that mean that the artists had more creative freedom? "There was complete creative freedom," he asserts, "because that's where Larry structured his production deal with Word. Man, we could have put out polka records and they couldn't have said anything! So when you're given that kind of freedom you also have a certain sense of intrinsic responsibility to do a really good job. But we did enjoy writing records that no A&R guy was going to come in and mess with.
In that era, many of those involved have expressed to me that the camaraderie between artists was extremely important. "Absolutely!" Tom agrees. "That was probably the most essential element of those years. We ate together, laughed together, cried together, travelled together. It wasn't like a cult or anything; I mean we'd go off to our own families and our own pockets of friendships but there was definitely a sense of gathering among that small handful of artists." Those early years of his career have been very influential for Tom's creativity in the decades that have passed since then. "I think the best art, as far as communicative art like music, that expresses and draws in communities of listeners is always a collaborative effort."
In those days, I asked him, just who was hanging out at Solid Rock? "The main players were Randy Stonehill, Mark Heard; but then there's a whole collection of people kind of brought in from different places. Steve Scott became a real good friend. Steve Turner would show up. I didn't know Steve Turner as well but he was really close with Larry and Randy. But every now and then we would be hanging out at the Solid Rock offices on the seventh floor of Hollywood Boulevard and some other artist would show up, like Randy Matthews; just a bunch of 'em would kind of come through. I think they basically wanted to hook up with Larry. Paul Stookey I remember at that point in time. Barry McGuire didn't come to us, we went to him, because Larry did a TV show with Barry during that time and I went down to the taping of it. But it was a real loose collection of very, very intriguing and wonderful people."
Here's Tom speaking about meeting Larry, signing with Solid Rock and making his View From The Bridge album with Larry:
"Tom tells me how a 26 year old singer/songwriter/pianist connected up with Larry. "I moved out to California and just started pestering Larry Norman with demo tapes!" He laughs, "I was living up in Santa Cruz, which is up in the Bay area; Larry of course was in Los Angeles. Finally I just got this bee in my bonnet and I got in my car and drove to Los Angeles and I called Solid Rock though it was called Street Level at that point. I got Larry on the phone and said, 'I've driven to Los Angeles and I would like to take you out to lunch.'"
The year was 1975 and Howard confesses, "I was just dumb enough to be dangerous and not know that you just don't do that with rock stars. But we sat down and had lunch and I was thinking that I would have 45 minutes in which to tell him what I'm about. Then, about five or six hours later we'd just talked about everything. We went up to his office, right there in Hollywood Boulevard, and I played him a few songs and he said, 'I want to do a record with you.' That day!"
Tom laughs at the memory of it all. "Larry was a very intuitive guy and he knew whether he wanted to work with somebody or not. I think it was very much a God's timing kind of thing. I mean even the fact that I was prompted to just drive down there and go for it, because I'm not that bold a person normally."
So what was Tom like at that period in his life? "I was driving a delivery truck in Santa Cruz and I was playing organ at a Catholic church," he remembers. "I was making demos on a four-track. I actually got quite aggressive in the demos and brought in a string quartet from UC Santa Cruz and brought in instrumentalists and stuff. That's the stuff I sent to Larry and he's kind of going, 'What's this guy doing with a string quartet on a demo?!'" Tom laughs and muses, "I wish I still had those because actually they were pretty interesting little pieces of music but I have no idea where they are now."
Things then began to gather pace as Larry Norman and Tom Howard started thinking about recording his debut album. Tom was back in Santa Cruz and when Larry visited his parents nearby they got together. Tom remembers how they started talking about one of the album's standout cuts, "One More Reason". He recalls, "I remember him sitting at his kitchen table and doing that little piano riff on the table. He could actually suss out exactly what I was doing and I kind of sang it and he goes, 'Man, we gotta record that!' I'm just going, 'Duh da, duh-da duh duh. . .' And he caught the vision right there because he's a musical guy. That was one of the songs that we had the most fun with. That song was actually written as I was walking home from the beach in Santa Cruz. It says, 'Blue Pacific on a summer's day, rushing in to meet the yellow sand/The view's terrific, I can see Monterey. . .' And I could see it!"
Recording a first album is always a memorable experience though for Tom it wasn't always for good reasons. "It was gruelling," he says simply. "The engineer had an agreement with the guy who had just built this studio and it was state-of-the-art, but the only way that we could get into the studio was to show up at midnight and work till eight in the morning. So that's why it was gruelling. Once I got used to that it was a very exciting process because all of a sudden I'm in there with really great players doing MY music! The first time out, it's just exciting I think for anybody."
Reflecting back from the 21st century, Howard has added musical arrangements to albums and created film and television scores so perhaps it isn't surprising that even his debut album has a certain cinematic feel. "I've always thought in cinematic terms when I write music; even some of the story songs and stuff. With my instrumental records for instance, one of the main comments I get is that it's kind of picturesque; that images do come from the music. That kind of stuff started more from a very recognisable vibe that I wanted to just put into a musical setting. For instance, 'She Likes To Look At Pictures'."
The song is one of the most moving moments on Howard's debut album. He shares the inspiration for the song. "I was working in a hospital and this elevator went up and down from the psych ward and there was this beautiful young girl, maybe 18 or 19 years old, and she was in this psych ward. She had her own little world that she was trapped in for whatever horrible reason and I remember her holding some celebrity magazine or something. But with the vibe that came off that girl as she was riding up the elevator with some doctor or something, I went home and wrote "She Likes to Look at Pictures". That's what that's about."
For me, living in England and buying this music, there was something about those records that stood out from the crowd. I can remember that they were pretty luxurious in terms of the way that they were presented. It was all kind of part of a bigger package and there was something very artistic about it. Was Tom aware of that? "Yeah," he responds, "there was a very conscious effort to present a bigger picture than a piece of plastic that has music on it. So for instance each artist did the interview section and the reason for that was to bring the listener in on the conversations that were going on within Solid Rock. There were a lot of readers; Mark Heard was a great intellectual as well as a fabulous songwriter and really, some of those interviews almost bounced right out of us sitting around drinking coffee and talking about this and that. So what we were trying to do was to portray an entire artistic community and what was going on there at that particular time."
Solid Rock in the late '70s was a very special place for the artists involved. It was a community of shared ideas and discussion. Artists would work on each other's projects and even tour together. It seems to have been a place where they were trying to create art that would cross over. Larry Norman in particular had a desire to not simply create Christian music but music that was from a Christian worldview that would stand up in the mainstream and that people could accept and be challenged by. Was Tom part of that debate? He remembers, "Well that was certainly a conscious thing going on and there were gentlemen's disagreements even within Solid Rock on that very issue. Some people thought you didn't have to say anything about Christianity to make an important statement of faith. And others felt that the name of Jesus had to be exalted. Even within the Solid Rock stable there were varying opinions. But I think the overall thrust of it was that it was better to be able to stand up at least on some level in the real marketplace."
"A lot of his work has been instrumental so does he miss doing vocal albums? "Well unfortunately I probably miss it more than any listener misses it!" he laughs. "I never considered myself a vocalist. I mean, I can carry a tune but that's not my main instrument. I actually went through a time where I'd be working with other singers and knowing in my heart: I could express this song so much better than you're doing right now because I can dig deeper. But I don't have the instrument to bring it forth! And it was frustrating in that sense but I've mellowed. It's helped me get into the mind and heart of other singers. And so now I'm a very good vocal producer. The answer is, I don't miss doing vocal things because that really was not my strength. But I had the privilege of making a couple of vocal records and I gave it my best shot. And Larry, who did my first record, was a very patient producer. This is way before auto tuning and that kind of thing so what you hear is what you got! We had fun with it though.
Here's Tom's tribute to Larry in the tributes page of the official Larry Norman UK website:
"At his core, I think Larry was a teacher. Growing up, as he did, with a career schoolteacher (his father, Joe) he took on a gift for the instructional that informed his performances, his art, and his life. The hours we spent together in the studio or just sitting around and gabbing were always infused with a passion for learning and taking in new ideas. In our early years together he was an able and patient teacher when it came to the craft of song writing. Larry's performances, satisfying as they often were musically, also had this teaching element, which enraptured his audiences. Larry contributed to my formative years in the recording studio, for which I will always be grateful.
Tom Howard"
Now does this sound like the same Tom Howard as described by David in your interview who didn't go to the funeral in case people thought he was publicly approving of Larry's life?
Here is Steve Scott's tribute to Larry on the same website. Sure, if you read between the lines there are hints that life with Larry and Solid Rock wasn't always rosey for Steve but here is still what he said:
"My last conversation with Larry was in 2005, I was in a dodgy little cyber cafe in the town of Sanur, Bali, checking my Email. There was a message from him asking after my health, life, and how things were going... I met Larry in England in the early 1970s. It was because of his and Randy Stonehill's enthusiasm and generosity that I initially moved to USA to try and make music and art. Larry, at his best, was committed to his own deep faith, his own abundant creativity, and being a source of empowerment and encouragement to others. His music and art opened the door and turned on the light for many many people all over the world... I'm not sure if there's a way of measuring the extent of his influence.
Steve Scott"
Here's Steve talking about Larry in an interview with Gord Wilson from April 2007 answering a question on how Steve came to reside in USA.
"Well, Larry Norman had expressed interest in my songs and we were seriously talking record deal. And as I say in the interview in Crying for A vision, there’s someone else who is a pioneer. I think he is due a lot more than he’s currently getting. Also, let's keep in mind that it was his initial interest in my work and the generous support of him and Randy Stonehill that made it possible for me to come here in the first place, just as the ongoing support and generosity from Louis and Mary Neely and Warehouse Christian Ministries made it possible to remain here. "
Steve doesn't appear to share David Di Sabatino's view that Larry tried to deliberately wreck the careers of all the Solid Rock records roster!
Shortly after Larry's death In February 2008 Gord Wilson posted a message on the official Larry Norman website giving further quotes from Steve Scott about Larry Norman:
"Larry said he was Only Visiting This Planet, and now he's gone home. While we mourn his loss here, we rejoice with the angels that he's home in heaven, and now there will be lots of great music when we get there. In the interview we did in Steve Scott's recent book, Crying for a Vision and Other Essays he says (among other things),
"Regardless of the pros and cons of Solid Rock and all the stories that swirl around Larry Norman, I do think he's made an immensely valuable, foundational contribution to the whole contemporary Christian music industry... and I don't understand how someone that everyone nods towards and acknowledges as seminal ends up apparently scrabbling to pay for medical bills.... The guy took all the bullets, created the market.... I'm just saying that in real world terms... he's owed a lot more than he's currently getting from those parts of the machine that benefitted most from his pioneering work."
Hopefully Solid Rock will release Steve Scott's Moving Pictures, which would both echo Larry's creative endeavors and help pay off still extant medical bills. I found out about both Steve Scott and Steve Turner in the liner notes of Larry's Barking at the Ants album. Since then, I've found both Steves to be as creative and engaging as Larry said they were, and I know Larry would want all his fans and friends to discover them. Steve Turner is a rock journalist whose latest book is The Gospel According to the Beatles. They were also friends, and Turner said of Scott: "Steve Scott is a rare individual with a deep love and understanding of Scripture and a passion for the arts". Peter Banks, keyboardist for the rock band After the Fire, known for "Der Kommisar" wrote, "A uniquely gifted musical poet? One thing you cannot do with Steve Scott is categorise him". Chris Well, in CCM called the book "a must read".
Steve Scott can be contacted at thescotts4@sbcglobal.net. Excerpts from the book may be read on Amazon.com. Review copies are still being sent out. Please write Gord Wilson at gordrw@yahoo.com and put "Steve Scott" in the subject line. -The Best, Gord Wilson, gordrw@yahoo.com, alivingdog.com. "
In March 2008 Steve Scott himself posted this message on Larry's official website:
"Hello. In the midst of all this brouhaha about who said what about who and where and when, in what newsletter, album sleeve or subway grafftiti I'm afraid we're possibly going to lose sight of an important value that Larry, at his best, exemplified. He consistently drew attention to the work of other people. Its one thing to namedrop the rich and famous. Its another thing to use your influence to draw attention to artists whose work otherwise might only find exposure among a small circle of friends. Here's a great `kingdom' principle that everyone reading this can put into motion (or continue in, for those of you already in practice)...for everyone, encouraged or influenced by Larry in some(however small) way...everyone that ever , picked up a guitar, strummed a chord, hit a piano key,wrote a song played a local gig or went national or cut an album independently or with a label....consistently think of four or five friends or associates that you know are trying to prepare, practice or promote their own creative work to the Greater Glory and get behind them, talk them up, recommend them, promote them and do anything else that is within your power to empower and encourage them. And keep doing it. It works. Steve"
Finally, I'd recommend you read Donnie Gossett's review of David's film. As he explains his review Donnie was one of those unfortunate people who signed with Solid Rock but nevr got their album relased by Larry's label. He knew a lot of the other artists and some of the background issues at the label. You can find his review at this URL:
http://www.donniegossett.com/Review/Film/FallenAngel/FallenAngel.htm
These were never the goals of david d and it is clear that they are not the goals of Canadian Christianity either.
Such myopic trash. You should work a bit at getting you facts straight . . .
O Canada!
Presumably, the editors don't read these comments. You'd think that they'd care about the reaction to their magazine.
I'm ashamed of the state of Christian journalism in my country. It's nothing short of disgraceful.
It was super insightful....but then again, I'm not threatened by imperfection in the church.
You have to realise that what you are getting here is NOT, "the truth."
Please re-read Dougie Adam's comments.
This is David Di Sabatino's usual formula of spin and half truths laced with inaccuracies.
It is helpful for the Christian community to recognize and talk about the fact that we are all fallen and continue to struggle. I had the opportunity to meet Larry Norman a couple of times (the band I was in even opened for him once) and I had heard rumors about his 'complications'. Still, he was a hero to me and his music an inspiration.
I think Larry was a prophet. And if you are a student of the Bible, you will know that God's prophets were always complicated human beings who continued to sin, had ego problems, and who much of the world would assume mentally imbalanced.
The fact was that Larry Norman had issues and the film Fallen Angel addresses this. But that's not a reason to dismiss Larry Norman, his music, or honest reflections on the person he was. On the contrary; his music is even more meaningful knowing that it came from someone who struggled with his demons, just like the rest of us.
Whether David Di Sabatino’s “Fallen Angel” documentary handles the less-than-admirable aspects of Norman’s life in as flattering a manner as the fans would like, Canadian Christian reviewer John Cody presents a balanced report on the issue of the fallible placing himself on the line to make his artistic statement.
The lesson is whenever an enterprise is built around a testimony for Christ, the spiritual battle intensifies; there’s no fallibility allowed. Who among us would welcome the pressure of keeping such a standard in public? At some point keep up appearances is inevitable.
Norman’s work was important, pivotal, a great contribution to faith expressed purely in visceral pop culture. It will stand despite, or perhaps alongside the story presented by Fallen Angel.
Writer John Cody’s observations serve to strengthen a balanced overview, possibly making us all more honest in assessing our own imperfect lives against our testimony for the Lord.
- Al Harlow
That said, none of the disclosures brought forth in the film really surprise me. I've read much about what Larry wrote about himself and his music, from his liner notes to interviews and other writings by him. Quite frequently I found myself reading his claims with a significantly raised eyebrow. The matters of his questionable relationship with Randy Stonehill's first wife have been well established before this film was released, so they come as no big shock (there was a good reason as to why Randy was out of fellowship with Larry for over 21 years). That alone should give us great pause to think before we start jumping on Di Sabatino for making the film and John Cody for reporting on it.
If we assume the film has its facts correct, should this information be brought out? Biblically speaking, if we give Larry an "eldership" status in the church (and it could be argued that there are many who have done so de facto), 1 Timothy 5:19 states that "Do not entertain an accusation against an elder unless it is brought by two or three witnesses." We have many more than that willing to speak in this film alone. As well, in Matthew 18:15, Jesus instructs says the following:
"If your brother sins against you, go and show him his fault, just between the two of you. If he listens to you, you have won your brother over. But if he will not listen, take one or two others along, so that 'every matter may be established by the testimony of two or three witnesses.' If he refuses to listen to them, tell it to the church..."
Again, it does seem that the Biblical mandate was followed, and in the end, the church was told. This, of course, is assuming that the filmmaker and those interviewed are telling the truth (and if they aren't, then we have an even bigger problem on our hands, for we have gone from having one fallen angel to a whole host of liars). And that is the real issue. Is what Di Sabatino presenting here the truth, or at least as close to it as we can get in a documentary. For if it is, then I believe it is important that the truth about our heroes be known, even if it is uncomfortable. It stops us from idolizing them. The Bible does this over and over again, never shying away from the character flaws of many of it's greatest figures.
I will always be a fan of Larry's music, even after this film. May it remind me that a deeply troubled individual can still make something beautiful, something that brings glory to God, in despite of himself.
I doubt this will silent you, Thirty pieces of silver is too tempting.
DONE... OVER... case closed. He KNEW that this kid was his. He named the kid in the will. And he set himself against the kid for no apparent reason.
That you played tennis with Larry Norman one afternoon and had a wonderful time sipping mint juleps... who cares?!!
A man that knowingly neglects his child while standing up on stage singing about the Christian life... are you out of your minds?
Nevertheless - I hope not all of what I am trying to bring across is going to get lost in translation.
Born in 1963 I grew up in the North of Germany, a typical 70th teenager trying to get out of this narrow-minded, piously lifestyle I knew since I was born.
Though my parents always have been trying "to live what they believed", I could not stand this limitedness of my local church anymore.
I bought myself a guitar, practiced hard and wanted to become a rockstar ( Some of you might find some similarities on this CV... ).
It had been Larry´s music which brought be back into believing. At that very point in time not that much back into church, but into an honest relationship with my creator and redeemer.
I truly believe that God has been using Larry´s music to draw me back to him !
All I´m trying to say: I never had the idea that a servant of God has to be perfect, before he can be used by HIM. If this would be the case I am personally absolutely useless for God.
I do understand since one is a public figure you gotta be careful in your acting and statements. And one shouldn´t be surprised if you´ll get judged by the masses.
And it comes without a doubt that there are some cases in this story which need be sorted out, clearly and honest by the people involved.
But I still want to follow the principal of grace, since grace is what kept me alive until today. And I do mean this literally also physically!
The way this deplorable affair get´s treated by some of our brothers and sisters brings me back to a statement of mine I used to quote pretty often in former years:
"Although there are Christians I do believe in a gracious God!"
I know my abysses and therefore I KNOW that I need his GRACE.
Anyone around who doesn´t ?
I am not willing to throw the first stone.
Hasn´t it always been either money, sex or power which human race is struggling with ?!
As far as I understand my bible God wants to establish a personal relationship; actually a Friendship with HIM. Not with some religious idols. Neither rockstars, prophets or preachers.
I hope and pray that this sad story will encourage us to slip back on God´s lap, so we might share our worries about his church with HIM - and especially our very own wrongs.
It wouldn't have been a big deal, but the family was strange. They thought they needed to lie about all this stuff because Larry had to be seen as prim and perfect. That is what he thought the audience wants. THats what he was gonna give them.
Too bad. Because he lived in fear of being exposed. I loved him, but he had some hangups becasue of his family situation.
People aren't going to like that this stuff gets exposed, but it ain't no different than anything in the good Book. Stop getting your panties in a twist. Larry's fans were a bit naive. He used to complain about them a lot to me. He could serioulsy be nasty.
Made good music, though. Talented. But messed up too. That is part of the story. Just like any other rock star I know. Good tunes, bad livin'. Par for the course I'd say. But just because you do some hard living doesn't mean God doesn't travel by your side. That is the good news.
Just that I drew a blank when I Googled you.
Both you and Darryl Proffer sound suspiciously like a certain Mr DDS to me... ;-)
It is ABSOLUTELY good news that our God is a God of forgiveness... otherwise which one of us could stand?
Wow... how paranoid are you?
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Mind you, we're all, "interesting characters." That's why I, for one, am so grateful for our God's totally amazing grace.
I'm a LN fan, but after a few concerts in the 90's I had some concerns.
I grew most disillusioned by the Daniel Robinson issue. That the family refuses a paternity test and lawyered up is about all you need to know. Why? A DNA test would clearly show the allegation as true or false. Yet, they refuse. There is solid evidence that demonstrates LN believed Daniel was his son. Which means he had to know he had sexual relations with the woman, etc. Or he could have simply stated, I have never been "with" this woman.
And finally, as has been pointed out- people sin. The bible is full of people making bad choices and sinning. Yet, God continues to use and restore. I think this is the case with LN. A man deeply sinful like me, yet still used greatly by God.
Whats all this got to do with this page you ask? Firstly, respect to Dougie Adam, i must have read all his reviews in Cross rhythms even in the times when i was'nt that interested, he is "the anorak that is". Mr Sabatino seems to be hitting a man when he's gone (both physically, possibly musically but it's not up to individuals to decide on the other things, that's Gods issue) . It saddens me to think that a man with such controversy in his life (albeit some of his own doing) should continue to have that done when he's gone. The best way to deal with it is the way Randy Stonehill dealt with it (see other links) . I'm sure we all know of well known christians who have followed similar routes to examples in the Bible:- David/Bathsheba/restoration,... King Saul or Annaias/Sapphira ( remember that it was God that was the judge as you read this article & the rather odd kevinwaynesongs.com page ).
The world and the devil are always looking for an excuse to point the finger at the christian church and all the better if it is a leading figure when lets face it the youth of today (both christian and non christian) no longer see LN as a leading light of contemporary culture.
Do you know James, David’s film has had the paradoxical effect of freeing me to get out there and go for God, as Larry did.
It has set me free from worrying which of my past sins people might drag up; what allegations they might make; what motives they might misinterpret and what character flaws they might magnify... because, in the final analysis, it’s between me and God.
It never was between me and them anyway!
These quotes from Kent Keith and Mother Teresa say it all:
”People are illogical, unreasonable, and self-centered.
Love them anyway.
If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish ulterior motives.
Do good anyway.
If you are successful, you win false friends and true enemies.
Succeed anyway.
The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow.
Do good anyway.
The biggest men and women with the biggest ideas can be shot down by the smallest men and women with the smallest minds.
Think big anyway.
What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight.
Build anyway.
People really need help but may attack you if you do help them.
Help people anyway.
Give the world the best you have and you'll get kicked in the teeth.
Give the world the best you have anyway.”
© 1968, 2001 Kent M. Keith
In the final analysis, it is between you and God. It was never between you and them anyway. - Mother Teresa
…and that’s the truth!