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While Paul Henderson is best known for a legendary performance in a certain hockey game almost four
decades ago, he has since garnered widespread respect in the Christian
community for his work with Power to Change and Campus for Christ. He will be
one of the plenary speakers at Missions Fest Vancouver, January 8 – 10. Following is his testimony.
THEY CALL the winning goal I scored in the last game of the 1972 Canada/Russia
hockey series ‘The Goal of the Century.’ I still get a warm feeling when I think about it.
Fear is one of the best motivators, and I was very afraid that I would be part
of the team that lost to the Russians. Canada is not a big nation, but hockey
is our game. Everyone on the team felt a responsibility to win.
I had confidence that our team was better than the Russian team; but it never
entered my mind that it would be me who scored that last goal.
It certainly gave me a stature that I would not have had otherwise. I wish I
could have handled things a little better at that point, and been more mature.
If I had had a spiritual dimension to my life at the time, I know I would have
dealt more wisely with the situation.
Becoming a star
Back then, I had fulfilled most of my boyhood dreams, and knew I was a very
fortunate and blessed individual.
Yet there was a restlessness, a discontentment in the centre of my being that I
could not ignore. I was angry, bitter and frustrated, and there were things
about my life that I didn’t know how to handle.
Things were not going well with the Maple Leafs, the team I was playing on, and
I was having a lot of conflicts with the owner. Here I was playing in the NHL,
doing something I had always strived for; but I had become more bitter and
angry than I had ever been in my life.
So I started drinking, as a way to soothe the pain. I think that if you are
frustrated and angry, you look for a way out. You get with the boys, and you
try to ‘make merry’; but you wake up the next morning, and the frustration is there again.
Fortunately, a friend encouraged me to examine the claims of Jesus. He told me
that I hadn’t taken care of my soul, and had never really looked at what it was on the
inside. That made sense; so I started to read the Bible and look into Christ.
Jesus claimed to be God. He said he loved me, and wanted to give me eternal
life. After a two-year search, I became convinced that he loved me, and wanted
me to get to know him.
A big struggle
However, it was a real struggle for me to become a Christian, for a number of
reasons.
I had always prided myself on being a self-made man. I was used to being in
control of my life. I was also afraid of what my friends would think. Also, I
still looked at Christianity’s ‘dos’ and ‘don’ts,’ and thought the faith was too narrow.
I wondered how I could be both a ‘man’s man’ and a Christian. I was worried that I would have to give up too much.
Finally, I read in the Bible that if I really loved God, I wouldn’t be afraid to tell others about him. But if I became a Christian, I didn’t want to tell anyone about it. That led to a lot of frustration, because I was
not able to step over the line.
One day, I just couldn’t fight it any longer. I threw all my fears aside, and I said to God: “I am fearful, and I don’t want to tell anyone about this.”
And then I gave my life to the Lord.
Never the same
Since that day, I have never been the same. God has had a positive impact in
every area of my life.
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Most importantly, he has taken away my anger and bitterness.
My life certainly hasn’t been trouble-free. One of the most challenging times in my life was when my
wife was in the hospital, and we thought we were going to lose her.
I was mad at God, but I realized something that night: that life is a gift from
God. I decided, right then, to place everything in my life into his hands.
He had proven himself to me over the years, with his faithfulness; I knew that I
had no choice but to surrender my life to him.
Now, the inner quietness, contentment and peace I experience on a daily basis assures me that his promise to love and care for
me is true and real. And best of all, I look forward to spending eternity with
him.
How’s life?
Take a look at your own life. How would you describe it? Contented? Rushed?
Exciting? Stressful? Moving forward? Holding back?
For many of us, it’s all of the above at times. There are things we dream of doing one day; and
there are things we wish we could forget. In the Bible, it says that Jesus came
to make all things new.
What would your life look like, if you could start over with a clean slate?
If you are looking for peace, there is a way to balance your life. No one can be
perfect, or have a perfect life. But every one of us has the opportunity to
experience perfect grace through a personal relationship with God – through his Son, Jesus Christ.
You can receive Christ right now – by faith, through prayer. Praying is simply talking to God. God knows your
heart, and is not so concerned with your words as he is with the attitude of
your heart.
Jesus takes over
Here’s a suggested prayer: Lord Jesus, I want to know you personally. Thank you for dying on the cross for
my sins. I open the door of my life to you, and ask you to come in as my
Saviour and Lord. Take control of my life. Thank you for forgiving my sins and
giving me eternal life. Make me the kind of person you want me to be.
Does this prayer express the desire of your heart? You can pray it right now – and Jesus Christ will come into your life, just as he promised.
If you invited Christ into your life, thank God often that he is still in your
life; that he will never leave you; and that you have eternal life.
As you learn more about your relationship with God, and how much he loves you,
you’ll experience life to the fullest.
January 2010
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